I used to feel like there was a hole inside me. The feeling used to come over me very suddenly and it was overwhelming. My heart felt very heavy like it was collapsing in on itself. It felt like it was pulling my soul or being into it, like a black hole. I felt very cold like the energy was sucked out of me. I felt hollow. I couldn't manage to do anything in that state. This happened when something would remind me of my depression.